Coasting away from the daily grind

This weekend we headed to the east coast to see John Johnston and the Johnstons perform at the St Marys Pub. They were performing for Richard's 40th birthday. (Richard - the father of Skyela and Eden) Megan organised our accommodation at the magnificent Piccaninny - the most peaceful and beautiful place to contemplate, relax and where the kids can be the kind of kids we were growing up (well to some degree). They ride bikes, play on the flying fox, walk the beach, play board games, draw, read and just hang out. I have been trying to find a copy of Robert M Pirsig's Zen and Motor Cycle Maintenance, and there it was sitting on the shelf in Lily Cottage. Thus my days were filed with drinking in the serenity and chewing through his metaphysics. Wow - what an awesome read. i only made it through part 1 but have decided that I will organise another trip down and set at part 2 in a couple of months. Miss M brought her lovely friend Miss T who was wonder struck at everything and had the most amazing time. I feel for her the second youngest of 6 children and whose mother recently left to live in the UK after reckoning a new life journey. Miss M has clearly been emotionally affected by the separation of her parents, but is still a beautiful sweet little girl. Megan had previously suggested that after we conclude our weekend on the coast we ought to head to Hobart with her, but I was not keen. However, she again broached the subject while we were away and I agreed. I have been feeling so underwhelmed with the world that nothing seems to bring me joy, so I have to really push myself and hope that I can continue to provide experiences that my children can enjoy and not get sucked down with me.Additionally, I want them to see that despite the fact that you may not be overly happy with your lot you can still get out, do things and have fun.